Is it growing up or I'm changing or I'm running away from something?
I don't know...
But I can notice a big change in me these days..
Yes A big change..
The girl who loved noise, loud music , dhinchak stuff
now she likes silence and only silence
The girl who was scared of darkness before
now she loves to be in dark.. Only dark..
The girl who used to talk like hell before..all the time chapar chapar
now she stays quiet all the time
The girl who always wanted people around her
now she wants to stay alone everytime
The girl who always used to think she is everything , she knows everything , she is complete
Now she thinks she is not everything , she doesn't know everything ..and she is just not complete at all..
The girl who never cared for future
now she thinks there is still a lot left to learn
The girl who prefered herself for everything
now she doesn't care a bit for herself
The girl who always cared for everything , means just everything
she is being casual day by day ..
The girl who was never scared of being betrayed or ditched
Now she scares ..for everything ..
The girl who used to trust everyone
Now she doesn't trust anyone..
The girl who thought she is determined
now she is just confused about everything
Is it what people call "growing up"?
Or "changing"?
Or "running away from herself'"?
